my life has felt lonely

my life has felt lonely

and my days were lonely

I feel lonely

struck grief in my life

I'd love to die

on my mind is dead

when I die

I want a beautiful marine clayey

saw a dolphin

see clouds dusk

watch the sunset

I'd love my happy

I'd love all that happened in my life

Yes ... God

I bow down to surrender

I surrender this life and death

I'm not quite beyond patience

I will not escape from the mundane oversight

I feel stupid in this world

And ...

when it comes to me

whether I have covered in tears

bloody or never pure

I just pray to you

so that I can and always could

to live my life this

even if you do not allow me to get out of this world

This world is so beautiful for me recalls