A fool

Shadow was always present in my life
it was quiet when I feel lonely
I always asked myself this little

"Do I deserve to be happy for the future ahead of me later"
and I asked a rock
"am I worthy of love"
pda and I asked a tall tree
"am I worthy of love"

if I did not deserve to get it all
what will happen to me later
and what should I do

when I was helpless and the weak will not mean anything
what is all around me will help me
and whether there is water as pure hands in heaven

I was confused my life feels empty without the presence of someone who makes me happy
I'll always be alone and live alone in facing this

I'm just a stupid man is no good in the eyes of all people
and I'm just a person who deserves to be insulted and abused